Waiting

In the edge of this cliff
Behind all the doubts
In front of the miseries
Led by the shining lights

I waited for this moment
I long to live for this second
This time, this butterfly can fly free
This time, all those burden will fade away

I miss you.

Knowing that I won't be able to see your smile,
Knowing that I might've fell again,
It kills me

It kills me knowing that I will be missing you,
While you'll never even know what I felt deep within
It kills me waiting for someone that'll never be there for me

The smell of your perfume
The way you get your hair done
The way you walked with your hands in your pocket
The way you smiled
The way you looked at me,
Yeah, I miss those

I miss you :(
I miss every single thing we had
I miss our late night talks
I miss our little calls
I miss how you held my hands,
It was warm
I miss the way you used to tease me
I miss the way you call my pet name
I miss you

I do
I always does

I lied
I know.

I know what you felt for her
A heartbreaking fact that torn me away
A never-ending shot right in the middle of my heart
A sharp bullet shredding my heart to small pieces

I miss you
I love you
and I always will

Haruskah?

Haruskah aku mundur?
Haruskah aku menepi?
atau haruskan ku pergi?

Kobaran api itu
memang aku pelakunya
Sambaran petir itu
memang aku yang mengirimnya

Kini kau perlahan pergi
meninggalkan jejak pahitnya masa kini
meninggalkan fatamorgana cinta ini
meninggalkan harapan senja hari

Ya, aku memang wanita
Memang akulah yang seharusnya lebih perasa
Lebih menghargai cinta kasih tulusmu
Kini semua hangus bak tertiup debu

Aku tak kuat lagi

Aku kira kau masih mencintaiku
Aku kira kau masih menungguku
Aku kira kau cukup tegar
Aku kira hanya aku satu

Kini kau jelas berpaling
Kini kau jelas berbalik
Kau bukanlah kau yang dulu
Kau bukanlah orang yang kucintai

Beribu doa kupanjatkan
Ternyata hanya bintang yang mengerti
Ternyata hanya bulan yang mendengar
Ternyata hanya fatamorgana cintamu

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Tersakiti, aku tak kuat lagi