12.23.2013

Apa artinya?

Apa artinya aku menunggu kamu?
Apa gunanya aku sabar menunggu?
Mau kau apakan cintaku?
Mau kau apakan hatiku?

Selama ini aku memang berpura-pura
Tapi bukan berarti aku tidak peduli
Bukan berarti aku sengaja 
Bukan berarti aku tak mencintai 

Terlambat sudah kini 
Semua sudah terlalui 
Semua hanya sia-sia saja
Menghilang dalam sekejab mata

Selamat tinggal cinta
Selamat berpisah harapan
Berbahagialah engkau disana

12.15.2013

Memang

Memangnya sehina itukah aku?
Memangnya separah itukah aku?
Memangnya aku tak boleh merindukan dirimu?
Memangnya aku berdosa jika aku sangat menyayangimu

12.08.2013

Back Then

Back then when the light dimmed
Back then when all I hear is only your voice
Back then when all I see is only your face
Back then when all I trust is your warmth
Back then when my heart is still as one

I trusted you
so I gave you all my heart
I treasure you
so I gave you all mine

I used to think that we are destined to be
I used to think that fairytales do exist
I used to think that dreams were meant to come true
I used to think that love does exist in real life

I used to think that I could forgive you
I used to think that you'll never betray me
I used to think that 'we' means forever
I used to believe happy life does exist

But, now I don't.
Now it's broken
Scattered and ruptured
cracked and rumbled



a needle in this big and confusing world