7.18.2013

Dear you.

Dear you, don't you know how much broken hearts you left me? All i asked is for you to be happy for me. I let you go because I wanted the best for you, and your happiness in the future if I have no other choice than to leave you alone. I am sorry if I intent to avoid you, all I want is to make you happy, if it has to compliant my feeling and my heart for your happiness, I am willing to let you go. I am such a fool, I never knew how much you meant to me until time finally reminded me. You are the one who should be happy, I am sorry for letting go of us. I'm sorry if I ever made you upset. I never want to leave you this way. I love you, and that's what I knew for sure. Thanks for being you for he last couple of year, those two irreplaceable years I spent with you. No matter how far or how hard life would be without me, learn to move on and love others like you loved me, okay? I love you no matter, what, I think you may not read this but you have to know that how hard it is for me to be this way, you are the one. I love you and thanks for being you.

Love does hurts, so don't give up on anyone you love.
Why is it so hard getting over you?
Why is it very painful?

7.07.2013

randomfacts

Well hello there people ^^ If you ever wonder who is the person behind this blog, let me imtroduce myself, as you know I am those sappy, hypothetic, and a hopeless romantic kind of person. I wrote things about how I feel and things I can't communicate directly. I'm not an introvert kind of person but I sure have those things that regular people have, like secret crushes and broken hearts. Sometimes in my spare times what I usually do is I like to cook, eat, write songs, and  have fun, just like any other 14 years old kid would experience. Well I also would like to apologies for my English grammar, because as you know I'm born as a proud Indonesian and raised here too, thank you for basically reading this. Ehm, there's one thing that maybe explains to you why I named my account as thatbrightstar, I was named as one of March's east star, which is believed to be a lucky star for some of the sailors, like my grandpa, that pretty much explains why I love astronomy and obsessed on stars. Thanks for reading guys, have a great day ;)

7.02.2013

Aku merelakanmu

Sejak kau pergi menjauh
Dunia seakan menjadi kelabu
Jika ini memang jalanmu
Gapailah dengan anganmu

Bawa daku di hatimu
Aku telah merelakan kepergianmu
Pergi sejauh yang kau mau
Aku rela berpisah demi dirimu

Kuharap engkau tahu
Seberapa aku akan merindukanmu

a needle in this big and confusing world